Food, pretty beneficial and precious..?

We have really gotten tired of the food issue here. It’s went on for three years or so now. My ex leaving was good but other things fell apart. Tonite, we were given a bowl of chicken soup and dinner rolls at seven, when we’re suppose to be in bed by then because Chris works so early that were in bed by 7pm. Nobody in this house of sixteen really cares or brothers with each other, there’s no communication. When my ex husband and I leased this house It was our home and we let our nephew and his girl move in. No it didn’t last. The same Issues like dishes, house chores, consideration went on, like now and eventually the arguing became intolerable and they moved. Then the weird stuff began. He wanted a second wife for us to share, Which was his brothers ex wife. Hmm. I tried, for what I thought at the time was love, again a game. Manipulated, pitted against each other and used. When he left, my so called sister wife moved her other daughter and her family to live here while they looked for a house. Nobody told me about credit inquiries, etc. So I didn’t know four years later they’d still be here and  taken over my home and have damaged and thrown or ruined my belongings and over step their boundries as guests. So for a late dinner, it sucks.  I want to say when I want to eat I don’t want to wait like a child. Plus our schedule conflicts. They doin’t seem to get it. This house want built for 16 people.  Good nite!

some things never change..

I have always loved being in front of a camera, from time to time I take a few just for fun. Besides watching the birds eat is the kitties thing not mine. Hope to find other lonely girls looking for friends.

Two years ago:

2 years ago I was stuck in the 13-year marriage that was both physical verbal and sexually abusive I was forced into a relationship with a 20 year old female girl and we all slept in my bed and then it got to the point where my ex-husband and her began to become exclusive and they began to ignore me while I slept in the same bad in my house I am the one that owns this house not her and I was beat over and over again when I did not participate in their relationship he promised he would never leave me for anybody but I never saw it that he would find a girl who look like she was 12 and she looks like a little girl acted like a little girl but was a conniving snake and he put me to that for 11 months as he went to my money spent all my grocery money and supported this girl in my house with me in the same bed in the same room they would take baths together later together she even had the nerve to tell me that that was her husband so two years later I’m stuck with nothing but memories I’m beginning a new life and it’s been really rough there’s lots of ups and downs but one good thing that came out of me not being with him anymore as I don’t drink and I don’t drug anymore and I think more about myself  than I about anybody else.