Thank you all

Thanks everyone for taking time to read my Rants.


Slandered but NOT! Branded…

In spite of all the drama and gossip as well as downright trash talking about people you don’t even know and regardless, people change. Your personal attacks filled with just plain bigotry do not, nor will dictate how I choose to live my life.
Many need to get their facts straight before they speak. No, They don’t! Others just need to just grow up! At 56 I really am amused at an 18 year old telling me to grow up. People who don’t even go by fact! I’ve spent the last three years fighting with a family and wasting time on people living here that never benefitted me. I’m like so over it. You want fact ask me I’ll give it to you because I know me, my life and everything relevant to my life, my home and personal life. Hypocrisy, hatred, bigotry or your phobias or phobias of the rest of the population, do not affect me in the least. But you cause potential issues for my daughter and grandson because of your quick mouth you’ll pay hell!

As far as myself: hello, buy my book for more,more info….”gossip’. I’ve never hidden my truth…EVER! And I won’t start!

So die….. The whole lot of yous.
I’ve never met so many backwards people in my entire 56 years in my life. Get it through your heads, I DON’T CARE about your gossip and jealous need to point out that I’m not a woman! The books already been written and over two million have already read it. So……CLOSE your mouth until you actually know something of value! STFU mfs!

I’ve never stopped being me, never will. I love ME! And BEING ME!

Thank you, have a nice day bitches!

Ugly epidemic….

I was recently pointed out in my local neighborhood watch and called a “he she thing” I’m not sure if this person is aware of the epidemic of transgender people being murdered. 2018 has proven to be the highest numbers. They have now put my 12 year old grandson in a bad situation at school and around town, my daughter and other women that live in this house are also targets. So I started a group, This group focuses on the epidemic of hate speech and transgendered killings due to ignorance. I was recently targeted in my “neighborhood watch Winston 24-7” and a gal named Katrina called me “he-she thing and gave my exact location. Now we’re targets, a 12 year old is being bullied, the other women are being called fags, etc.

Feel free to support awareness for our community.

Over it! New M. O.

We’re all finally happy, here in the house. There’s been alot of wrong doing and chaos brought from friends and family. People trashing their area, not cleaning up after themselves. It’s been rough but have finally got rid of everyone. Sure its made me popular. Had a text that called me an old hag and grow up. Now this is coming from a gall that has no knowledge of the issues. No time to play with kids. My sister in law was out 1800.00 and doesn’t want to press charges, oh well, it’s not my family and she’ll never live here again. Had to block my social media from all of them. No time to deal with children’s smarty mouths nor the keyboard warrior.

Now the task at home is renovations!

I wonder does all this bad luck come because I’m labeled trans?

I have this gall throwing the “he she thing” in my city’s neighborhood watch and my daughter was so upset when she read it. I’m really just another gall, nor up for options.


On another note, I’ve got updates….

So happens Melinda “Micah” Bailey and her girl Camille Maderas have racked up a Total of 1800.00 dollars and 599.04 is being disputed with social security. Then with the disputed paperwork the detective can move further and issue arrest for fraud and account takeover.
What a shameful thing to do to you’re grandma! You really broke her heart with the stealing of her bong and pipe collection that only you and Camille knew about.

Malinda and Camille

Ignorance is a disease!

First off, there’s this gal we’ll call Katrina. She seems to have a problem with me and was going to point me out in here workplace…when I brought the owners attention as to an employee was using social media to talk about me in a negative light and was not work related to point me out in a store, the owner sided with her and was going to ban me, for what? Its a phobia issue.

Today i was kicked from my neighborhood watch, by the admin who is besties with Katrina…., well cal her Tanya.

I simply post a question as to why I was referred to as a he-she thing” and that my daughter read it and felt bad. Is this what neighborhood watch is all about, it sucks balls.

It all started by someone on my corner mowing there lawn too early. Someone, Tanya, asked Katrina if the pedophile still lived there and Katrina responded with no but the “he she thing” does.

And I see this bitch Katrina every time I shop grocery outlet…..

Sometimes I umm, just hate all people!

I think she’s jealous cause I look better and am much older:

You’re an ugly woman with a black heart!

Taking four decades to grow up….SUCKS!

My life hasn’t always been what it is today, I’ll get to that a bit later. My mother gave me to the state at 11 years old which resulted in me landing in Hollywood, California. Of course it didn’t take long to learn how to survive on the streets. It was a dog eat dog. I found myself in a world of prostitution which led to robbery. All fueled with alcohol and drugs which I learned was a way to do the things I did to survive.

I’ve been shot at, stabbed, piped and even had five men kick the shit out of me in the alley.

My life took many turns. I did porn for 13 years doing live video, even ran a website. I later began the escort business. Frankly its great money for your time.

I’ve had Many bad relationships that were abusive in everyway imaginable. This Nov 25th will make three years since my ex husband left this house and I’ve been sober and have spent these three years picking up the shattered pieces and putting my life back together.

Today I have regained control in my home, in my life and in my relationships. One might say I’m living the good life…… but a grateful one.

But there are still moment I feel empty and like something’s missing, almost like a bored feeling. I have many things to be happy about my new life and new experiences. My Dr. Told me subconsciously I’m missing the abuse and turmoil. It’s gotten so much better and not very often now. I guess you can say that I’ve finally moved on, grew up and am for the first time in 56 years I can say I know what life was meant to be.

Just another gal!

A fantasy is sometimes better left a fantasy!

So today we decided on the way home to stop at a porn shop, it’s been a long time fantasy oh his. So we walk around and look at all the toys and everything they had to sell.

Well we made or way to the back where the movies were at in one of them little booths.

So happens the room we chose was the 5.00 room which includes blinds on one sideand a glory hole on the other.

Needlessly to say, I was kinda drawn to the idea and could feel the tension between my legs begin to grow.

So we’re not really into the porn, but hey why not have a quicky, right?…….

So I pull the little cushion seat to the wall positioned to see the porn and him behind me. He wasn’t into the poem, nor was I.

But thing are getting really good and I look up in front of me and through the little hole that I really paid no mind to at first, I see am man all lubed up and stroking, when he seen me notice home he started to stick it through the hole…….

No baby I’m with my man!

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I simply told him “baby some fantasies are better left just that.”

A moment of clarity

Let me start by making it very clear that I’m not blonde! I’ve been good to people, taking them in several times even after they’ve stolen the first time they moved out. I’ve given responsibility to individuals to handle bills and have been totally ripped off! After all of it I am left with the vast amounts of trash that had been ignored and neglected. Hell, once upon a time I was a drug addict, whore, alcoholic, ran a drug house and have pushed my shit in a basket up and around Hollywood areas, only to ditch it for a fast trick.
My life isn’t a secret. I’ll be dead and gone but many will continue to stroke to my porn on many sites even today. But I’m not and very far from stupid. I’ll always be a step ahead of you haters. ALWAYS! I walk my talk but have met numerous two faced, self seeking, dirty people that have only ran their mouth and not yet learned one basic rule: about biting the hand that feeds you. Burning bridges…. Hell, now my daughter and I will rule this mansion of pure shit and peace and will love the fact that all the toxic waste is gone. Kudos baby girl. WE got this!

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