Back to the grind…

Damn, it felt like a Monday! Got hooked watching Tom Clancy’s Jack Ryan last nite so I decided to just stay up since we get up at 3am for coffee before my Boo leaves for work. By the time he left at 5 am I was fried.

And yes I went back to bed and didn’t crawl out of it until 10:30am. The day is usually filled with the everyday mundane chores I have. So I take my time and make extra tripsgetting it all done….

I’m so happy that the entire holiday is just about over with for another year… yay! I still say give it to the kids. It’s too commercialized for me to bother. My daughter has my 11 year old grandson, so yes for her and her little family, Christmas works. For her.

My sciatic nerve is giving me a hard time, and has been for the last three mornings. I’ve had to stop doing my exercises. Doesn’t keep the music off though, just don’t get the cardio. So I think that means I’ll be on some bedrest, TV watching, napping, smoking… and just vegatating…

Retiremember has it’s downside for sure!

Shit hole in a crack!

I know, I know, I just have the feeling I’m the most talked about person in this little shit hole town in Oregon. Obviously these kind of people haven’t been in the real world for some time, trapped in their little backwards town. Ha! Ya’all Didn’t see me coming hmm….lol And hella to the mo fo NO, I ain’t leaving! You push, I’ll push harder…. Yeah yeah, I know, in the end we’ll see who pushed harder! That’s so funny even saying that because I’ve pushed since I dropped into this shit hole crack in the state and no one will dictate to menor define my world. I’ve got just as much right as any other individual in this entire state!!

It really is hilarious how so many people let their fear of the unknown scare them into so many twisted ideas and opinions a need even behavior. I say….. I’m just another gal, luck rocks, step!



Christmas hasn’t been merry since I was that little boy that Grandpa played Santa for with the entire family gathered next to the tree at auntie’s house. A Bright and Decorated tree filled with mountains of gifts underneath, Grandpa calling each of our names giving gifts, as well as the family unity and love that was displayed well into the new year. And well into all year long. Every Christmas since those days has been an unsuccessful attempt to duplicate a very simple memory from a very young boy abandoned to the ward of the state at the age of 11 and a constant reminder of four decades trying to be apart of the very loved ones world, I only knew as a child. Christmas really is just another day for me to use, as everyday, a means to define who I am, what I believe and what I will and will not accept in my life as I continue to define it. Honestly other than the food and the fact that my boyfriend doesn’t have to work for a week it’s really not different than any other day. It really takes more than one day out of the year to be merry. Real life is hard and you have to work at it to be happy. I don’t want the yearly Christmas card attached with simple tradition and no love attached to it. It doesn’t mean anything to me! but I do wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New year because I will. And have started my New year already, as always I am ahead of myself. So I say “give Christmas to the children” it’s the only Merry Christmas they’re going to have unless they are successful young adults and grow up and create a family for themselves and they make themselves a Merry Christmas!

I really am just another gal. .

Just another gal trying live life and respect everyone as I would expect others to do the same, however, others can’t seem to do the same. It’s a sad world with all the worry over ones life they don’t even know.

So much hypocrisy, ignorance in the world. When all the education is at your own taking.

#donthatetranswoman # noh8t


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Slandered but NOT! Branded…

In spite of all the drama and gossip as well as downright trash talking about people you don’t even know and regardless, people change. Your personal attacks filled with just plain bigotry do not, nor will dictate how I choose to live my life.
Many need to get their facts straight before they speak. No, They don’t! Others just need to just grow up! At 56 I really am amused at an 18 year old telling me to grow up. People who don’t even go by fact! I’ve spent the last three years fighting with a family and wasting time on people living here that never benefitted me. I’m like so over it. You want fact ask me I’ll give it to you because I know me, my life and everything relevant to my life, my home and personal life. Hypocrisy, hatred, bigotry or your phobias or phobias of the rest of the population, do not affect me in the least. But you cause potential issues for my daughter and grandson because of your quick mouth you’ll pay hell!

As far as myself: hello, buy my book for more,more info….”gossip’. I’ve never hidden my truth…EVER! And I won’t start!

So die….. The whole lot of yous.
I’ve never met so many backwards people in my entire 56 years in my life. Get it through your heads, I DON’T CARE about your gossip and jealous need to point out that I’m not a woman! The books already been written and over two million have already read it. So……CLOSE your mouth until you actually know something of value! STFU mfs!

I’ve never stopped being me, never will. I love ME! And BEING ME!

Thank you, have a nice day bitches!

Ugly epidemic….

I was recently pointed out in my local neighborhood watch and called a “he she thing” I’m not sure if this person is aware of the epidemic of transgender people being murdered. 2018 has proven to be the highest numbers. They have now put my 12 year old grandson in a bad situation at school and around town, my daughter and other women that live in this house are also targets. So I started a group, This group focuses on the epidemic of hate speech and transgendered killings due to ignorance. I was recently targeted in my “neighborhood watch Winston 24-7” and a gal named Katrina called me “he-she thing and gave my exact location. Now we’re targets, a 12 year old is being bullied, the other women are being called fags, etc.

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